zeldathemes
A Jolly Holiday With You

Brooke. 19 years old. Photographer. Disneyland Cast Member.
Japan Countdown

Sorry guys. My night just kinda spiraled and crashed and got bad really quick. I’m going to try to go sleep before it somehow gets worse.

  #I try to stay strong but the cracks only fracture    #I count down the beats until disaster    #any second now my heart's gonna shatter  
human-pets:

You know you want to…

human-pets:

You know you want to…

Fun fact: No fictional relationship has ever made me cry half as much as Natalie and Henry have.

  #next to normal    #thinking about them feels like someone has taken my heart and stabbed it seventeen times with a hot knife    #Both sides of it are way too real to me    #I fear the depression and anxiety and illness that is threatening to take over every day    #and I don't want to let people get close to me because I know what I can become    #but at the same time I was once prepared to be someone's Henry    #They were depressed and felt like all they could ever do was hurt the people around them and beause of it proceeded to shut everyone out    #and I loved him    #a lot    #more than I have ever loved someone before    #And I was willing to hurt myself to try and help him    #and I did get hurt really badly    #and at first all it did was make me want to help them more    #and after that Natalie became even more real to me  
  #next to normal  
  #about me  

The heart is a very funny thing.

You can tell yourself a hundred times you’re over someone. Your brain can accept it would never work again and that there’s no point hanging on. And it can finally try to rebuild itself and the rest of you. Everything can finally seem like it’s all coming back together again and maybe, just maybe, you actually will be ok.

Then the second you realize that they may end up with someone else? That’s when your heart takes over. Everything your brain worked for goes out the window, and it all shatters again. Your heart breaks into a thousand tiny little pieces. Pieces that just seem like they can never be put back together again, no matter how hard you’ll try.

But as funny as the heart is, the brain is even funnier.

Because no matter how bad things seem, how unrepairable it all appears, it’s as if your brain is just figuring out the blueprints and researching the perfect glue. It’s learning how to put it back together. And it’s making it stronger than it ever was before.

So no matter how bad that heartbreak feels and how horrible it all seems, give your brain some time. It’ll figure that out.

  #this wasn't supposed to get so deep  

I have $453 in cash/change currently saved up from tips, pocket change, and stuff I had saved from before. All for Japan. And that’s just adding to the check I got from my grandfather that’s going to it.

Two months. In two months I am getting on a plane and going to Japan.

Oh my god.

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I could go for some rough sex and a large pizza.

thefrogman:

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thefrogman:

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  #about me    #my life  
  #tangled  
We’re real cute.

We’re real cute.

  #people I love    #me    #you little shit    #he's one of the greatest and kindest people I have ever met    #I will never understand why he's so nice to me  
  #next to normal    #their relationship is a stab in the heart  

grimelords:

Making out with a girl for the first time is the coolest thing and the second coolest thing is driving home and getting aware of all the parts of your face where she was and tasting her lip balm on your lips. The third coolest thing is outer space.

1. Has working for Disney changed the way you enjoy it? 2. Give me the tl:dr version of what happened with you and Lizzi. 3. What is the situation with your current crush?

Anonymous

1. I play less, but that’s all it’s changed. I still absolutely love it.

2. I do not want to tell the whole story. There’s not really any point. What happened was stupid and lackluster. There was no drama. We hadn’t talked to each other for a couple weeks by the time that we “officially” stopped being friends.

It was a long time coming and came as no surprise. I think our friendship ended a long time ago. The living arrangement and how it was handled was just the final straw and there was no point trying to save it at that point. As I described to someone, it was as if we were trying to bail the Titanic with sauce pans. And I think there’s a possibility it became a one sided quest awhile ago.

I can’t say I have no hard feelings towards her regarding it. And I doubt she could either. However, I’m tired of talking about it. I’m tired of talking about her. And that’s that.

3. I work with some attractive dudes. And several of them are overly flirtatious. So naturally crushes are developed. That’s really about it. We don’t talk outside of work. I’m not gonna pursue it.

  #Anonymous